About Blue Gorilla

 Josh felt the call to ministry back in 8th grade. When he finally graduated high school he decided to pursue that calling. He attended Rhema and graduated in 2003. Then he thought he'd go right into ministry however that didn't happen. He seemed to have lost the trail and wasn't getting any direction about how or what to do concerning ministry. He got married and divorced and had many bumps and frustrations in life. Josh wasn't sure what was going on, and decided to forget about pursuing ministry assuming he wasn't able.        He started learning that he wasn't really using his faith in many areas of his life , but merely depending on what he himself could do. He was begging God for help instead of trusting in the things God has already promised. Besides that Josh also realized how much people were in rough situations. These were situations he wouldn't be able to relate with before. In fact he probably would have been critical and insensitive to their experience.  With a softened heart and an encouraged heart, Josh felt the leading of the Lord again. Even though he felt he wasn't ready and that the timing was bad, Josh is trusting God and is experiencing his faithfulness.